ups!

kıçımıza ilk şamarı yedikten sonra aldığımız ilk nefesin ardından, sanki o acının özrüymüş gibi hop hoplanmıştık kucaklarda.
hüviyetim ben altıma pislerken çıkmış, hüviyetim hürriyetim olamamış, kimse beklememiş ne olmak istediğimi...
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rahim ağzı yolculuğu, yine rahmi andıran binalarda devam eder...
sunaklara doğru ilerlerken koca koca binaların insanları, totemizim şehre indi der aykırı bir beyin.
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medeniyet dediğin canavar, protez taktırmış tüm porselenliğiyle gülümser metropolüne doğan güneş parlaklığında. Alt geçitlerin üst-leri kıskandıran ıslak rutubetini içine çeken burunlar gezer yollarda ve üst geçitlerin ahtapot kollarının güvenine kanmış insanları görür otobüs camlarından bakan bir yığın göz.
gözetlemeler diyarındaki gözden yaratıklar=)
- ay şekerim bak bak gördün mü? göz göz olmuş uuuuu! üzerinde göz var naaaah bu kadar kocamaaan!!
-tüüü demeee, gözü çıksın!
=)


life gave me life and helped me to see...

ill bring the light

please don't flow so fast
you little mountain hum
i'll take a bottle down to you

please don't flow this fast
you hold a little hum
i'll borrow sounds of me for you

please don't flow so fast
you little mountain din
i'll borrow piano sounds from you

please don't flow so fast
you little mountain noise
i'll close my eyes and bite your tongue

múm

for a song... which takes me away=)

about as subtle as an earthquake i know,
my mistakes were made for you
and in the backroom of a bad dream she came
and whisked me away enthused
and it's as solid as a rock rolling down a hill,
the fact is that it probably will hit something
on the hazardous terrain
and we're just following the flock around
and in-between,
before we're smashed to smithereens
like they were
then we scramble from the blame
and it, the fame that put words in her mouth,
she couldn't help but spit them out,
innocence and arrogance entwined,
in the filthiest of minds.
she was bitten on her birthday and now,
a face in the crowd she's not
and i suspect that now forever the shape she
came to escape is forgot.
and it's a lot to ask her not to sting and give
her less than everything,
around your crooked conscience she will wind.